acceptance

Acceptance is usually a matter of fatigue, more than anything else. David Foster Wallace said that and it feels painfully true.  It is one of the saddest truisms that I can think of.  I definitely do not accept thing right now.  I am tired though.  Maybe I'm somewhere in between acceptance and fatigue.  I only know two things
1.  It's been two full days without looking at any of her online/social media shit.
2. When I am ready I will accept things from a place of strength and power, and not out of fatigue.