worst time traveler ever

I am the worst time traveler ever
Despite the fact that I am constantly traveling through time
With most of my days spent in the past, dwelling
Or in the future, worrying myself sick

I want to take her through time with me to the future
Where our love is all there is between us
And this desire causes a lack of presence in my present , in our present
And I miss her when she is there

I miss her because I am in the future
with free animals, small communities, no oppression
and a regular amount of sadness in the world

And all I know is that
I loved her
I love her
I will love her
Past, present, future, the only constant

I will hold on to that, until i finally give up on traveling through time
and realize, the present is what matters