i read all these pieces of me tonight

to gina restani my good friend and housemate and my brother alex. it was cathartic. Oh yea, i was drunk also, which happens quite infrequently and always with a specific purpose. What was tonight's purpose? the short answer is; my brother is here and he likes to drink and i trust him and wanted to open up with him here. Let me finish that section by saying i have no trouble opening up without alchohol which i spend everyday of my life doing. let me also say that i can sense how incoherent this blog is due to situations out of my control....anways the whole point of this blog was quite simple. The point is: i am so fucking lucky. Individually, my brother and gina are fucking amazing. They each have certain qualities i would kill for and qualities i know i will never have that are so very unique in this world we live in. The reason that i am lucky is that i can call these people friends, i can honestly say they care about me and think highly of me. That simple fact is enough to bring a small moment of joy and contentment into my life. I am lucky.