Looking for

All I am looking for is a really proficient swimmer who loves the ocean and lakes and rivers and is a nihilist/egoist anarchist who hates civilization/society, and who has/is working through the shit things(read: trauma) that happened to them in their life.  It would also be nice if they appreciated bright eyes, being read to, and had some overlap in their personal literary canon.  Finally, enjoys making out and gives me hugs when I don't expect them.  Other that, I am pretty flexible.