nightmare
This morning I had the first nightmare about her that I've had in at least a few weeks. We were in a car arguing, and she had a serious boyfriend. She was telling me things, but I didn't believe her. My intuition told me she was lying, just like it had the entire time we were together, where she tried to crazy make me by telling me that my intuition, which was often right, was totally wrong by lying to me. It was scary how easily I could fall back into that place, and scary how much space she occupies in my thoughts and heart. I still love her and miss her, but nightmares like that bring so much angst and pain....
It's been in the 70s now, 100 is closing in. I will keep mourning and I will keep moving.
It's been in the 70s now, 100 is closing in. I will keep mourning and I will keep moving.
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