A lot going on

Had casual sex with a human from Sweden crashing at my warehouse last night.  It was fun.  They slept upstairs on the couch after.  I think I was in it mostly for the cuddles and kisses, but ending up with the sex and bed alone.  I didn't feel bad last night or today though...so who knows. 

I went on a job interview today....so I might be getting paid significantly more to work less....which would be pretty fucking rad! 

I still feel an empty void in my chest that I've been feeling for 3 weeks.  Maybe it is because my warehouse is on the verge of not existing and we will shortly be evicted, or my job uncertainty, or caz i rarely exercise or surf these days, or because I am in love w snail.  My biggest concern is the hole in my chest, or the void I have feel feeling lately, that some call depression, others anxiety....is the feeling I have from being in love...this is really concerning and I hope that is not the case.....now onto teaching swim lessons til dark...