tuesday morning

Still feeling the same weirdness.  Spending too much time in bed.  There are real issues with living in cities for me.  The distractions of screens and work and all the other bullshit overwhelm me when my brain chemicals feel off....as they have for a while now.  I can't figure out how to break out of this. I'll try surfing this weekend, hopefully that will help. 

I miss snail.  I miss warm ocean water.  I miss Bellamy.  fuck it.  long day at work.  Try again tonight..