fuck everything all the time

pretty amazing how quickly good moods end.  I was really happy and so were 2 friends yesterday.  We were eating mexican food and having a good time and I blurted out that feelig good was the worst because you know it's going to end and then suck.  I got 2 pieces of shit news tonight and am trying not to melt down about it.  fuck other people who don't take care of themselves and inflict their shitty behavior on others.  Do what I do when you feel shitty and fucking lay in bed for a week and isolate.  fuck off and die.