worst time traveler ever

I am the worst time traveler ever
Despite the fact that I am constantly traveling through time
With most of my days spent in the past, dwelling
Or in the future, worrying myself sick

I want to take her through time with me to the future
Where our love is all there is between us
And this desire causes a lack of presence in my present , in our present
And I miss her when she is there

I miss her because I am in the future
with free animals, small communities, no oppression
and a regular amount of sadness in the world

And all I know is that
I loved her
I love her
I will love her
Past, present, future, the only constant

I will hold on to that, until i finally give up on traveling through time
and realize, the present is what matters

dreamsterkins

I don't want to break your walls
but to be there to kick away the pieces after you shatter them

To leave you free to be what you are
To choose me freely, out of want and not need

I want to you to burn me, scar me with your fire
Unleash a passion that I will return

I want to thaw the cold on your heart
melt the icicles to mere drops of water falling off you

I want you to jump in my arms
and open yours up to me

I want you to ask me questions until the sun comes up
to splay me open, to see all of me

And then lay yourself bare
knowing I will love you forever

And we know that forever is a moment, a day, a lifetime, or an eternity
And we know we are forever, no matter which of those we are